Vision of Kandi Land

Summery of my recent blogs

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     I began to take on the Title Kandi Raver June 2016. God revealed to me that in my AB regression that I was only making my scars worse. I was isolating myself from people who could help me. Worst part is I did not even know I was doing it.
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     I traded my AB/DL for a life of being a Christian Kandi Raver because of how their Love and passion for each other. Plur or Peac, Love, unity and respect is something all of us Christians can admire.
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     I no longer regress when I am hit with depression but instead worship God. You may have seen my obsession for pacifiers so let me clear things up before assumptions are made.
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Pacifiers and the history there of

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     Pacifiers were invented to pacify a fussy child in 1901. In the recent decade Nuk one of the makers of pacifiers began making pacifiers for people who had problems with over eating and for smokers who were desprate.
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     The adult pacifier was used originally as a way for people to stop smoking and or stop over eating. To others it was a way to overcome depression and be able to sleep at night. There are even statements made by people who claim that they stopped snoring with an adult pacifier.
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    When the rave scene came over to America in the 90s it was not long for the pacifier to be used as a dress accessory and even a ravers toy. There are people who use it with drugs but it is frowned upon by those who love the Kandi culture. Pacifiers and Kandi are beginning to be banned for its affiliation with drugs.
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My vision of a new age Rave

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     I find it funny how some one would spend three hours or more dancing and getting their groove on with EDM but when they think of Church they cringe. Some how the thought of having to worship for less than an hour makes them tired. Perhaps it has something to do with the sermon or even the judgmental stares they get of “why are you people here?”
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     Arther way I cant help but observe the Kandi culture and think; “this is absolutely ridiculous.” We have the answers right in front of us and we don't even see it. Instead of embracing the culture and making allowing a spark to set a fire for God we shun them.
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     Is it alright for me to be real for you people? It disgust me so much that we attack people with the word of God instead of telling them about the Grace and the Love of Jesus Christ. When people see them with beads all over or the kitty stuff such as pacifiers we immediately think of drug abusers.
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     Grant it that I was an AB/DL who binged on diapers and adult size baby stuff but even I was overcome by Gods grace. God reached out to me through my Church friends who decided to look past my stuffed animal and child like appeal. Even with their new knowledge of what I done behind the closed doors they accept me with open arms. Heck they encourage me to continue to be who I am.
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     God gave me a vision with the Pacifier and the pony beads. The Holy spirit is a soother and pacifier of human souls. With the Love and grace of a father who loves unconditionally we can show the world what it really means to be a Christian. Being a Christian means that your saved and your living a life in Gods plan with who you are because God made you who you are. Fearfully and wonderfully made.
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God bless the Rave culture and Kandi kids of modern America!